Life is a bitch, only if you let it be. I learned it the hard way. You nag and complain and nothing changes. You feel lonely and bored and no one amuses. Do we ever question, who's fault is it?
Lately, I have had time to "self reflect". I have been missing home, and most importantly family. My second family in LA and DC and Canada have been the best support. Words cannot describe, how much respect and love I have for thee!
For the longest time, I was sad to be single. I was sad to be lonely. But, I ignored that I was lucky to be surrounded by people I love and was loved by. With my decision to give life a second chance or rather third i.e. NYC (first two being India and LA), I realized that I will be leaving some of the dearest people in LA. As the day draws closer, my heart saddens. However, on the flip side, I am excited to give life a new try. A new beginning as a "Proud" man in the vibrant NYC. No more hidden emotions, no more secrets, only sassy me!
The process has made me realize that, life can be hard, but only if you let it be. Don't try to fight it, just embrace it and things start looking brighter already. I believe that we make our own fate, and people have not achieved any success in their lives by doing nothing!
If you are reading this, do yourself a favor today- start living. Do one thing different that you enjoy daily. If its walking, photography, writing, or True Blood! We create a schedule to keep track of our meetings, bills. Why not create a schedule to keep track of small things we like?
Think about it... live a little!
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